It is Wednesday morning. So far today, I have melted a dehydrator, blown up a canning jar, and possibly contaminated my newly-made cheese with bizarre insects. It's been a challenge.
With Fall swiftly approaching, I have felt an urgency to preserve, freeze, can, dry, harvest, pick, and save as much food as possible. Every year I try to become a little more efficient at living my life and eating alongside the seasons. During the glut of the summer when fresh fruit and veggies are bountiful, with ample sunshine to fuel me, I work hard until the first killing frost as I manage our garden and take charge of all the food prep and preserving. I was doing pretty good, I thought, as I watched our canning shelves in the basement fill up with sweet corn, potatoes, carrots, salsa, peppers, and even roast beef and onions.
This morning I felt a little discouraged, and like an amateur again, as I moved from one small kitchen disaster to the next.
What is so easy to forget is that these types of things take practice, and I am reminded of that as I watch a close friend of mine make her first discoveries about food. Her and her husband are making tiny transitions to move from a mostly pre-packaged lifestyle towards an active, healthier, fresh and home-made lifestyle and diet. I am reminded of my first-year garden and the failures that made me feel like this whole 'urban homesteading' crap was out of my league, and how hard I worked to only find plants that died and vegetables that tasted or looked terrible. But along with the failures came tiny victories, too, and those kept me inspired to start over. Today will be no exception to the constant learning curve of being self-sufficient: I will toss the ruined dehydrator parts and salvage the canned tomatoes, saving what I can that is still usable. The cheese will get a new wrapping, and a better covering to keep flies away, and we'll see in a few days what happens. If I get discouraged, I'll just go downstairs and look at my gleaming rows of canned foods that are waiting patiently for the winter to nourish us, and read my Ball Blue Book of Canning to get inspiration.